I don't know what i wan anymore...
seems to b just living out every single day...
yet everyday seem to b filled with laughter...
Wished everyday is like this but something seems to b missing...
seeing things happening and unfolding in front of me...
envious of them but at the same time, wishing it does not happen to me...
bottom line is I'm scared?
scared of what? scared of history repeating itself...
that's y the gate is closed for now...
for how long? I have no idea... what it would take to open it up? I also have no idea...
i'm like at stationary ground...
Can anyone tell me what to do?