sigh... was reading my previous blog entries... i realised i was rather happy then... but now?
i tot i had let go and devoid of tears... it actually surprised me to even feel them silding of my cheeks once again and a tight feeling in my chest... this week had went by just like that, i dun remember what i did most of time... sad huh? this time round feels worse than the last time... to a certain extend that i had to pull my last resort to totally avoid...