Actually, gt a few thoughts in mind... just that dun wan to spoil the happy post that i had just posted...
i am not a saint... to attain a stage not to care, not to b upset and angry, have no emotions towards the person when u see him/her... that takes time... easy to say, diff to do... frens will tell me sometimes hating the preson is easier... nah, i dun wan to do that, y should i? the person is not worth it at all! y should i waste my time disliking or even to the extend to hate... it is a waste of my time, energy and emotions... what goes ard will comes ard... i truly believe in this...
regardless how diff it is, i am determined to do it... right now, i just wan to surround myself with frens, buliding more solid r/s with them, not just hi bye frens... maintain those that i already had... i truly believe that frens will be there for you for life... sometimes not love...
last advice to ppl out there : find someone whom loves u more than u love the person... it is less taxing on your part...