*thanks...*
Thanks to everyone around me that showed concern... real thanks...
although it is a very tough time, i will survive it... it will probably make me a better and stronger person...
after careful considerations, although i dun want to, but i guess it is better that i let go... like what u said, this is probably the best for the 2 of us... i din realised that my persistance had been such a burden to u... maybe in a way that u are right in saying that i was self-centred... in the long run, this way is probably less painful for either of us...
take care and all the best in everything u do...