*First Paper*
was not too bad... it was easier than i tot it would be... but... made a couple of careless mistakes... really made me damn pissed was this stoopid name that i had spelled wrongly!!! 2 marks gone just like that!!! damn irritating!! will forever remember that stoopid name! :(
but i have to admit that the paper was not so tough... most of his tips did came out... sigh... let's hope for the best though...
sigh... gt this very unsettled feeling... was afraid that history was going to repeat itself again... last sem's results keep flashing back into my mind... :( pressure adding on... Boyfriend said, " don't worry... at least u made the effort." but sometimes effort is not equal to results... very worried... not easy to deal with another blow... will be letting a lot of ppl down esp my parents...
at least i gt someone to lean on now... this brings me another thing to worry about... always think of the worst... sigh... must be the pressure of the exams stirring up such unsettled feelings within me... wanted to give my 100% but something is pulling me back... may seem that i dun really care but it is not the case...
*under pressure* :(