since i had written that last post, i was unable to slp... thinking about whether i can cope all the stuff that i had mentioned...
i came to one conclusion: I can't...
thus, i made a decision... to drop out from the lab attachment. No doubt i was giving up on a great opportunity, however it would not be fair to those whom i had promised that i will do my best and end up letting them down... i cannot let that happen... somehow, i know i will if i had accept the attachment...
although i am very interested in the attachment, but it is at the bottom of my list of the things that i wanna do now... I really dun wanna to end up like last sem... mentally and physically drained...
even though i was very busy, everyday spending most of my time in sch, doing preparations for the upcoming DnD, having meetings n etc... but i did not feel tired at all... hmmm... mayb a little but i never once wanted to give up like i did for FAP... I am really doing something that i really like... mayb that's y or mayb.... nah... nvm...
mayb the scrapping of the points systems does have its advantages... not as bad as we all tot...
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