today is not a so good day for me! :(
first my boyfren was not mobilized at all.. the tot of him being mobilized disrupted all our plans we have today.. :(
my holiday trip might be cancelled... :( :(
then realised my frens are involved in a spat... :( :( :( just disappointed by the turn of events.. it is neither's fault but it has to reach such a state..
what an eventful day..
Finally some gd news among the gloomy skies.. :D
I am so happy for them! :D I still cannot believe it that it was so fast!! :D it really made my day seem less blue..
I can't wait... :)
Seems like my frens ard me are alr making plans to settle down in the near future.. Seeing more and more of my frens getting married or even making plans to get married(like q-ing for their dream house), even my own cousin is getting married at the end of this year, i will just go, "woah! another one!" It just makes me that i am damn old.. haha..
All the asking by my frens does not help either.. haha.. Although I will feel envious and glad that they have found the one, but I cannot imagine myself getting married in the near future.. not that I can also.. haha.. A lot of factors to consider.. I still feel like a kid lor! It just seems like such a big step.. haha, might just get cold feet just prior to the event! hahaha.. But who knows, my mindset will change and it will b a time where the answers will reveal itself..
I am starting not to make sense.. haha..
spent the entire day with my boy boy.. :D
it has been a long time since we have the luxury of time like this.. wanted to eat astons but they have some problems with their kitchen and cannot offer grilled items.. wt... travel so far and cannot get to eat.. nvm, we settled with pastamania..
anyway, it was time well spent! :D so happy!
*straightened out a bit of my thinking.. a bit no pt to think about all these now.. just have to wait until the time comes? it is a gd thing we both are optimistic.. :)there are still kind ppl left in this world..
I was limping my way home due to my heels(bought a size smaller :S), therefore it is too painful to even walk properly.. was taking my own sweet time to limp home and stopping along the way to adjust my heels.. then suddenly gt this guy who walking ahead of me asked me, "are u okie?", and pointed to my feet and added, " blisters?"
he tot i was having blisters! he even added, " which blk do u stayed?" after returning his question with my blk no, he then asked, " want to wear my slippers to go home?"
I was stunned by his sudden offer... as a reflex action, i said, "it was okie." and continue my limping journey home.. in my heart, i was thinking what a sweet guy.. i should have thanked him properly..
it really does show that kind ppl still exist...
been feeling very unsettled... i also dun know why.. really hated this feeling.. :(
mayb i am affected by what is happening to my frens?
mayb i am oversensitive?
mayb things are just not the same?
suddenly i am feeling afraid and confused..
the feeling of getting let down sucks.. once was okie, 2 times just sucks! my mood just fell to rock bottom..
mayb for u, the gesture of calling showed that u cared, but just for a min or 2? mayb i rather u dun call at all.. i'm just disappointed..
i wan to slp le..
