i have no longer have the courage to post everything single tot that i have on my mind here...
cos i realised what ever u put here, it will be for anyone and everyone to see and to comment... you never know who is reading your blog...
this is such an irony where my initial intention of having a blog is to jot down my happy and unhappy tots and now i just put down the more happier stuff and less personal... somehow it defeats the purpose...
mayb i am too bothered about what others think and refused to admit exactly how i am feeling...
i wan to come a day where i can freely express how i think and not b afraid to do so... but will it come at all?? will i even have the courage to do so??
at the end of the day, i just wan to be recognised and cared by someone... is it too much to ask? an impt day that marks the end of my uni life...
An day that i shared with the most impt ppl of my life! :)
May our frenship last forever and ever!!
i have officially tender my resignation...
maybe i will regret it down the road...
maybe i will find another job...
what come may...
I'm officially in debt!!! :~(
the statement for my loan came on sat and it was a whopping amount of $19K!!! OMG!!! nearly fainted when i saw the amt...
and the interest rate is so high... i think i am going to pay till the day i die... :(
damn depressing when i passed the letter to my father... always hated the topic of money... i was damn helpless in the discussion on how to repay money... cos i know i am unable to contribute anything...
the continuity of finding a job Vs taking up a job i dun really like
which is more impt? i no longer can differentiate...
One perk of my job = food tasting!
that's what i ate within 3 hours!
how to not get fat?
it is dejecting to see most of your frens having a stable job and be happy of what they are doing, and you are stilll in the midst of looking for the job that you like...
it is dejecting that you are unable to secure the job that you wanted so badly...
it is even more hurting when your family members dun understand how u are feeling and tell u to get a decent job straight in your face when you are already trying your best to find and is trying out for a job that she probably dun like... due to the pressure she is facing, she might just accept the offer if the other side is still keen on offering...
how ironic is that when the purpose of finding a job is to provide better for her parents and yet they are the ones that don't understand her at all and that she also hated herself for not being able to find a job...
now at office... with nothing to do...
waiting for time to pass... :S
a period of waiting... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
