Sometimes i feel that life is sucky.. the ppl they made u met throughout your cos in life can b sometimes really damn irritating..
but what to do? ppl will tell u that it's life, no choice, u will bound to meet this kind of ppl in your life.. just treat it as lessons learnt or barriers that u have to cross over, in order to become "wiser".. I would have to "thank" these ppl, for forcing me to grow up..

in the past, whenever frens encountered this kind of situation, i will tell them to calm down, try to console them.. although i know it is easier said then done, but what i can do? all i can do is to provide support for them.. *shrugs* that's a pretty helpless feeling, i dun like to see my frens unhappy.. if i were the one encountered this kind of situation, i will just feel sad and mayb feel is it my fault.. indulge in a bit of self-pity (i think my self-confidence a bit low).. but now, i will just b angry and will wan to curse and swear at that person, instead of just swallowing it down.. imagine all kinds of situation that i would have done to get back to the person, although i wun put it into actions.. my EQ seem to getting lower as the yrs go by.. does that make me a vicious person? women are vicious creatures and i also would not care less.. i just wan to feel like a real human with emotions, although i have more negative emotions now.. my rants are becoming nonsensical..

sometimes letting ppl too close to your heart is a dangerous move.. they will use this chance to attack u, hurt u or even give u a stab, leaving u injured and bleeding.. in this world that everyone can b potentially fake, it is better to put on a mask and live your life as though it is not yours.. in this way, whatever attack to u can possibly be minimized..

"How many more pieces can your heart break into when it is already not whole again?"