just now someone gave me encouragement again... i was touched... i also dun know why... i guess it's her way of saying it that make me feel touched... "U deserve somone so much better." mayb nt in exact words... but i really appreciated it... but deep down do i really deserve someone better? maybe in turn it is him who deserve someone better... i dun know...
Now i shall listen to them and really let myself off from this vicious cycle! no more self doubting, no more emo moments, i wanna be happy, laugh when i really mean it! i need to be mentally strong in order to do it! :) with so many great frens ard, i know i can do it! ( even though, i taking a bit long...) :)
JIA YOU, CAT! U Can do it!!!
:)