*trapped...*
i feel trapped... gt things to say but somehow stuck within my throat, unable to get it out...
it is turning me into an unhappy person... mayb laughing on the outside but tearing on the inside... need to occupy myself with stuff in order not to think but feels tired in the process... my life is in a mess...
on the way home the other day, there is this sudden surge of sadness within me and tears just started dropping... forced myself to stop them, din wan to scare anyone on train by crying...
feels so alone...