*Lately...*
feels a bit down lately... constantly having this nagging feeling at the back of my head...
it is real disheartening when one is not being appreciated... like whatever u do, is just a pure waste of effort...
then y am i doing so much?
a bit hurting that ppl assumes that u dun care anymore... will then switch into auto-protect mode to shield myself from unnecessary pain...
just another moodswing... no need to read too much into it...