Wednesday, November 29
*buy of the week!*
hehe... new shoes for next sem! :P
*agony almost over...*
One more paper to go... in less than 24 hours, no more exams! can chuck all my notes away le!!! I can almost smell the freedom... even though i dun have much confidence in the paper tml and the paper just now (cos i made some stoopid careless mistakes), but heck care lah... lucky in a way, the lectures that i skipped studying, did not came out at all...
looking forward to the dinner tml with Boyfriend... :)
wish me luck!
Wednesday, November 22
*sunshine after the storm*
:)
Saturday, November 18
*I am a lousy person*
i din mean to hurt u so badly... i did not realised what i said could hurt u that bad... all my fault... u gave me your heart and i just threw it on the floor and step on it...
i did not compare at all... there is no way to compare at all...
i'm sorrie... really am... but i know this is not going to reduce the amount of hurt that i caused...
Thursday, November 16
*First Paper*
was not too bad... it was easier than i tot it would be... but... made a couple of careless mistakes... really made me damn pissed was this stoopid name that i had spelled wrongly!!! 2 marks gone just like that!!! damn irritating!! will forever remember that stoopid name! :(
but i have to admit that the paper was not so tough... most of his tips did came out... sigh... let's hope for the best though...
sigh... gt this very unsettled feeling... was afraid that history was going to repeat itself again... last sem's results keep flashing back into my mind... :( pressure adding on... Boyfriend said, " don't worry... at least u made the effort." but sometimes effort is not equal to results... very worried... not easy to deal with another blow... will be letting a lot of ppl down esp my parents...
at least i gt someone to lean on now... this brings me another thing to worry about... always think of the worst... sigh... must be the pressure of the exams stirring up such unsettled feelings within me... wanted to give my 100% but something is pulling me back... may seem that i dun really care but it is not the case...
*under pressure* :(
Tuesday, November 14
*inefficient day*
woke up damn late... must be the accumulative fatigue over the days... just refused to open my eyes and get out of bed! wasted damn lot of time... then had lunch with boyfriend at the Quad... y there? cos i need to zap some notes... being a very lazy person, i just dumped the book with the nice auntie and went for lunch... collected it after lunch and headed back to hall...
boyfriend cannot find any tutorial rooms to study at nite, so he was thinking of going back home to study during the remaining of the exam period... :( then i cannot see him le... initial response was disappointed... but he has to work hard for his grades as he has his own expectations for himself... there are certains things that he wan to achieve and i should not hindering him in that case... thus i just said, if u really cannot study then go home lor... after all, grades will be with u for the rest of your life... don't stay becos of me... i almost wanted to add, but i might not be there for the rest of your life... but of cos lah, i did not say that... then later he said, actually he can study anywhere... i know he is trying to find a reason to stay... if u are reading this, i dun want u to stay just to keep me accompany... i still gt yp ard... :) she wun ditch me lah... if studying at home is more efficient for u, then go home and study... okie? :)
back to embrace my notes... *bleah*
Monday, November 13
*Trival of the day*
Guess what is the "brown looking" object in the following pictures.... :)
no prize for guessing correctly though... Muahahahaha...
Do actively participate wor... :0
on a side note:
What do u get when u have too long a waiting time in lab??
Muahhahaha...
*getting crazier by the day*
Saturday, November 11
*Cow??? Pig???*
It's a cow...
It's a pig!
It's a cow...
It's a pig!!
It's a cow...
It's a pig!!!
PS: see what exams can do to sane ppl... :|
Friday, November 10
*boring friday*
having mental block... taking twice the amount of time just to study a very small portion... must be the very full dinner that i ate just now... *sianz* gt a specific target to hit lor... how to when i am like taking freaking long time to do it... arghh...
*pout* boyfriend also not around... not an apparent time to msg him cos he at his senior's wake... he had been affected by his death... so shall not disturb him at this time... :(
wish me luck in my attempt to study...
Tuesday, November 7
*feeling like crap*
mood = *point nick*
should be quite self-explanatory...
must be not enough slp
must be PMSing
must be everything not going smoothly
must be the stoopid reports that i have to do in midst of preparing exams
must be not seeing my boyfriend more
$%^&*^*^$^$$%
just grumbling...
Monday, November 6
*mugging...*
trying to finish what i had planned to do by not slping... in times like this, slp always get sacrificed... :(
nvm... will slp after my tut later... better b of some help... $^%&^$%&
side note: I WANNA GET OUT OF NTU....
anywhere will do...
Friday, November 3
*Shudders... *
cannot imagine that there are mean souls ard... using such underhands methods... if u dun like the person, then so be it lor... dun have to 陷害 her mah... what u do gain for it??! self-satisfaction and bad karma mayb!? so mean! totally condemned such individuals! *hmph* blogs are just a form of outlet to let out our own unhappiness and talk about events that make our day... one entry does not reflect the true nature of the person writing... he or she might be just pissed out at that particular moment... who ever u are, u are damn mean... mean to the core... even despicable...
it is becos of presence of such individuals that ppl are wary of what they write in their blog...
